𝘼𝙞𝙣'𝙩 𝙍𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩 𝙏𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙏𝙤 𝙎𝙩𝙤𝙥

 - 03 January, 2023 ( Tuesday )

New year, and I am already in the verge of giving up. I have never been so exhausted after many years. Physically, mentally, emotionally & all my senses ready to say 'I'm so done with everything and everyone'..

What keeps me going is, my dreams.. If it's not me, no one else could do it. My dreams need me, my visions need me, the future me waving her hi to me, pursuing me to reach her. Though it's far, I could see tiny tear drops flowing through her cheeks. She's crying. Yet, her smile motivates me to reach her out. Oh man, that woman wants me to make it somewhat!. 

2022 has been a year full of lesson, every single day. So many lesson that it humbled me so much. Even when someone tries to hurt me, all I'll think is 'perhaps they are hurting deep down, it's alright. Let the grieve aside, it shall pass'. Grief will make us wise, priceless wisdom learnt. All of, there is no time for drama anymore. No time for short talks, no time for anything draining. Definitely no time to stop. 

Perhaps being strong & wise isn't just enough. Happiness, peace & love adds spice to life. Literally needs a break to value all these. Remaining 363, boost me up! Amen.