Life in KL

In malay there is a wording... Jauh perjalanan, luas pengalaman. That sums my journey so far in the city of Kuala Lumpur. Most of days where decisions has to be done by me. Obviously. Making me trust my own decision making. Balancing thoughts, ideas. Well I guess whereone needs days like this, alone, on their own, without noise of anything but their own mind-voices. Internal monologues instantly becomes habit. What I get to decide, is what happens! Fascinating 😅🤷🏻‍♀️ Meeting some generous souls around, want nothing but the best for me. Make me thank the universe in so many ways. The kindest that they show me, reminds me of reasons why I have to stay human to others as well, despite of whatever has happened. Surprised how life made me forget my own motto, always be kind... I'm happy I'm not longer part of the cirle where belittling was a hobby, heart shrinks cause by unwanted words of people that I need to be around. My heart is no longer sad. It's very quiet now. Which is better than sad!😇 There will be a day, when everything changes entirely. That day, I shall look at the sky and smile. I know I've won, by being a good person! To myself and some in the world. Won cause, I chased my own goals and dreams fearlessly! ✨🤞🏻 I stick by one rule all the time: IF YOU DON'T LIKE SOMETHING, CHANGE IT!

Deep Woman

The deeper you are, the harder it becomes for you to find someone who wants to have a relationship with you. You can go out on a lot of dates but at some point the relationship fails to progress any further and that is mainly because of the intensity of your depth. Not every man is strong enough to handle a deep woman. Here’s why: 1. A deep woman asks deep questions. A deep woman will probe further into your life and ask questions that you may not be prepared to answer. Even on the first date, she will dig deeper and ask personal and philosophical questions – she will never enjoy a shallow conversation. 2. She is honest. Too honest – often blunt. A deep woman takes her integrity seriously and one thing she believes in is honesty. If you ask her anything, she will tell you the truth and she expects the same from you. 3. A deep woman knows what she wants. Or who she wants. A deep woman knows right away if she likes you and doesn’t need to date around or explore her other options to be sure of her feelings. Her heart only beats for a special few people and she knows them right away. 4. She wants a deep relationship. She wants long conversations about your life, she wants to hear stories about your past, she wants to understand your pain and she wants to add value to your life. She wants a real relationship that goes beyond going out and having fun. 5. A deep woman is not afraid of intimacy. She is not afraid of getting closer or risking getting hurt in the process. She doesn’t think it will entrap her freedom or make her vulnerable. Her depth and intimacy go hand in hand and she will always cherish the beauty of intimacy in relationships. 6. A deep woman sees through you. She can see who you really are and what makes you vulnerable. She is not the one to hold back from pointing out what she sees in you or how well she can read you. Even though it makes you uncomfortable, she wants you to know that she understands you and that you can be yourself around her. 7. This kind of woman craves consistency. She gets turned off by inconsistency or flaky behavior. She desires a strong connection and a solid bond and she knows that consistency is the foundation of that bond. A deep woman will not participate in the dating games. 8. A deep woman is intense. She may be slightly intimidating because she brings intensity to everything she does. Her emotions are intense and so are her thoughts. She will never be indifferent about things that matter to her – not everyone is strong enough to handle her intensity. 9. This kind of woman only knows how to love deeply. If you can’t love her deeply, she will walk away. She doesn’t know how to casually date someone she’s really into or be friends with someone she has feelings for. A deep woman knows when someone can’t meet her halfway and she will slowly detach herself from anyone who is not willing to give her the deep love she is looking for. 10. A deep woman won’t wait for you. She will not wait for you to make up your mind or watch you be hesitant about her. She is strong and passionate and will not waste her emotions on someone who doesn’t appreciate their depth. Even though she is looking for a special kind of love, a deep woman is not afraid of being on her own.

Embrace the uncertainty - CHANGE

𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒄𝒆𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒏 𝒊𝒔, 𝒘𝒆 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒘. 𝑨𝒎𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒔𝒆 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒐𝒔, 𝒖𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒓𝒕𝒂𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒔 𝒎𝒊𝒄𝒓𝒐 𝒎𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚. 𝘿𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚? 𝙄'𝙢 𝙨𝙪𝙧𝙚 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙢𝙖𝙣𝙮 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚𝙨. 𝙀𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙨𝙠𝙞𝙥𝙨 𝙖 𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚, 𝙞𝙨𝙣'𝙩 𝙞𝙩... 𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙡𝙡, 𝘾𝙃𝘼𝙉𝙂𝙀 𝙄𝙎 𝙄𝙉𝙀𝙑𝙄𝙏𝘼𝘽𝙇𝙀. 𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙘𝙮𝙘𝙡𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙡𝙞𝙛𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙨𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙜𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣𝙨 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙤𝙧 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙘𝙚𝙧𝙣, 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙛𝙚𝙧𝙚𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙤𝙧 𝙖 𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙞𝙘𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙨𝙚.. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏, 𝒅𝒐 𝒘𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆? 𝑳𝒆𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒌 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒊𝒕. 𝑨 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑬, 𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒂 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝑪𝑯𝑶𝑰𝑪𝑬. 𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒈𝒊𝒏𝒔, 𝒄𝒉𝒐𝒊𝒄𝒆 𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒇𝒕𝒔. 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒏 𝒘𝒆 𝒈𝒐 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑪𝑯𝑶𝑰𝑪𝑬 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒃𝒍𝒆, 𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒂𝒊𝒏, 𝒍𝒆𝒔𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒄𝒉𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒈𝒆. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒘𝒉𝒚? 𝑾𝒆 𝒉𝒖𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒎𝒆𝒅 𝒊𝒏 𝒔𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒘𝒂𝒚. 𝑪𝒐𝒎𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒕, 𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒆 & 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒖𝒔 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕'𝒔 𝒏𝒆𝒙𝒕. 𝑲𝒏𝒐𝒘𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒔 𝒏𝒆𝒙𝒕 𝒊𝒔 𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒇. 𝑯𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒊𝒇 𝒘𝒆 𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆, 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑬𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒚.. 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒏𝒐𝒕. 𝑾𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒘𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒄𝒄𝒆𝒑𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒈𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒄𝒐𝒛𝒚 𝒔𝒆𝒏𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝒛𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒔. 𝑨𝒏𝒚 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑬 𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒖𝒔. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒈𝒂𝒎𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒗𝒊𝒗𝒂𝒍, 𝒊𝒏 𝒐𝒓𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒗𝒊𝒗𝒆, 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒅𝒂𝒑𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝑪𝑯𝑨𝑵𝑮𝑬.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4YD1VIduhEs 𝑾𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒏𝒐 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒍 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆, 𝒘𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒍 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒂𝒄𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒄𝒂𝒏 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒅𝒖𝒄𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒐𝒖𝒕𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒆.