CHANGE!

Day 204💫

Change could be scary. Routine & schedules allow our mind to digest present and future incidents. Engaging into predictable actions might create a safer cycle, yet, is it what you need? Staring upon the mirror, hallucinating as another persona, questioning self motives mid of night isn't any new case. 

2022 started pretty well, but I wouldn't say it is going well. Ship sails in the ocean often faces strong waves. At times series of waves, non-stop. A complete submerged or sail?! SAIL, that defines my strength. Collecting courage though the journey for more adventurous sail. Awaiting a brand new door to be opened! Amen! ❤ 

me time!

Isolated Mansion 99

Don't go there, they say. It's always the "don't" will trigger the mind of a curious being. Often the voice inside the head keen to know puzzling mystery lies between abandoned walls and man-made theories. I remember seeing number of haunted places and it's unsolved mystery in Malaysia on YouTube and later spot out that a local series were filmed in one of the mentioned place. Which coincidently located 40minutes driveway from my home. Well, I definitely see where the dots are being connected now! Since it's the Raya holiday and I am absolutely getting this urge to go there, Mansion 99. When the mind can't get something off from it, then it's time to face it in reality. Asked few close friends to join in only to know how scared they were involving these sort of stuffs, and I totally get it. This is certainly not everyone's cup of tea. 

What next?! Mission was carried out on my own. 😃 

40minutes drive and arrived at the destination, Nibong Tebal. Such a disappointment when I saw the gate was closed, even surprised to actually see a gate there!😂 Well, the place was closed and public are not allowed to go inside of the Mansion after a crime took place back in July 2020. Hence, the mission was half failure. There is and will always be tomorrow. I hope soon or perhaps some day the story be presented via my body windows. 

And there it is!

Don't go there! Into woods they stay.  

A mess in the Mind

You are such a mess! I told my mind. Without seconds of hesitation. My mind asked, "Really, is it me or you made me so?"

Ugh.. sighed. Yes I did. There are cubicles of thoughts were well arranged and suddenly you have a paranoid feel as if it has all mixed up, the wires from one to another cubicle is interconnected. The colors seems to be all grey, no black & white. Jeezz!

How am I suppose to deal with this? 

Standing right from of the huge virtual mirror. 

I got you, as always babe. I told myself, we'll sort it out all💓. I love you. For all more you are gonna achieve, never give up. Times running. F-O-C-U-S! ⌛